"The holy passion of friendship is so sweet and steady and loyal and enduring in nature that it will last through a whole lifetime, if not asked to lend money". ~Mark Twain~
"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give". ~Winston Churchill~
"No one has ever become poor by giving". ~Anne Frank~
Friday, January 26, 2007
Monday, January 22, 2007
The Car Accident on 19.01.07
Last Friday on the way back from work, I was hit by a van behind and pushed to hit the car in front of me. I was shocked. To my horror, when I came out of the car, I had to deal with 5 guys being the driver of the car in front and the other 4 were from the van behind. I begun to shake. I glanced at my car and realised everything from the seats had fallen to the ground as well as the things which were in the compartment by my passenger seat.
Anyway while I was speaking to the driver from the van behind when the driver in the car in front drove off. Not sure why either. Anyway, we proceeded to the police station after that only for me to realise that the van was nowhere in sight. By that time, I had already informed my dad and Meng Hong. I was in a state of panic cos at that juncture I had forgotten to take the number plate of the van. All I had was his handphone number.
Thankfully Meng Hong was there waiting for me at the police station. I have to say something.....He's really been a rock the last weekend. He guided me to fill in the report, carried my laptop, had his arm around me the whole time, called the van driver a million times before he actually arrived, followed the police to take pics of the car damage, tailed me behind on my way back from the polica station, waited with me till my parents came home, made sure I ate something after everything, went with me to the mechanic to get a quotation of the repairs, etc, etc.
This morning went to the insurance co and wanted to submit a request for my claims. The assessment (after 2 hours of being there), was a bare 50% of my mechanic's estimation. I was really furious. Anyway, finally sent the car back to a panel workshop so that the insurance co and the panel workshop can fight it out amongst themselves.
I will be carless for the next 2 weeks. Feel so dependent and immobile. It is a very frustrating feeling.
Anyway, enough blogging for now. Need to get back to work. My aim is to submit a report to my manager later tonight.
Through the accident, I am grateful firstly to be alive. Secondly, cos of my manja boy being so sweet. Thirdly, cos my manager is really sweet abt the matter and gave me time off to do what I need to do.
Anyway while I was speaking to the driver from the van behind when the driver in the car in front drove off. Not sure why either. Anyway, we proceeded to the police station after that only for me to realise that the van was nowhere in sight. By that time, I had already informed my dad and Meng Hong. I was in a state of panic cos at that juncture I had forgotten to take the number plate of the van. All I had was his handphone number.
Thankfully Meng Hong was there waiting for me at the police station. I have to say something.....He's really been a rock the last weekend. He guided me to fill in the report, carried my laptop, had his arm around me the whole time, called the van driver a million times before he actually arrived, followed the police to take pics of the car damage, tailed me behind on my way back from the polica station, waited with me till my parents came home, made sure I ate something after everything, went with me to the mechanic to get a quotation of the repairs, etc, etc.
This morning went to the insurance co and wanted to submit a request for my claims. The assessment (after 2 hours of being there), was a bare 50% of my mechanic's estimation. I was really furious. Anyway, finally sent the car back to a panel workshop so that the insurance co and the panel workshop can fight it out amongst themselves.
I will be carless for the next 2 weeks. Feel so dependent and immobile. It is a very frustrating feeling.
Anyway, enough blogging for now. Need to get back to work. My aim is to submit a report to my manager later tonight.
Through the accident, I am grateful firstly to be alive. Secondly, cos of my manja boy being so sweet. Thirdly, cos my manager is really sweet abt the matter and gave me time off to do what I need to do.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Anxiety brews within me....
Every passing day brings more and more anxiety. The peak period is finally here. Feeling the immense pressure. Work is piling up. 365 stuff are pending. Been trying to find time to sit down with Rich & Loui to finalise the event committees. Even asked for lunch hours where I will go and meet them however there never seems a suitable time or place. Everyone is busy busy.
My friend's dad was admitted to ICU last weekend. Came out to the normal ward only to return to ICU yesterday. She has been in the midst of switching jobs over to EY as the pay is better. Mind you she has left audit due to the pressure but alas, money is of a great need. If not for the money, I don't think I will be putting up with the pressure and the whole rat race thing.
Sometimes I am afraid that I will lose myself. Yesterday evening just threw the suggestion to my dad about me considering slowing down if I made it to Assistant Manager end of the year. Believe me, you would tear if you were in my shoes. Told me I should not even think of slowing down until I am 35 years old.
My colleague was telling me today that she has never pak tor before cos during her uni days her dad did not allow it. And when she came out to work, she was busy with work. Every night (including Sundays) she is at office. Sick but true. But the competition is really great. I am only praying to God that somehow He will grant me favor with my bosses so I need not work the crazy hours in order to make it to AM. And she mentioned that she is in audit because of her father.
I realise that we are more influenced by our parents more than we think.
My table is full of files and wondering whether there is an end to this. Currently having a slight fever and my nose is leaking. Wishing I could be on MC but alas, that is possible. Wondering whether there is an end to this rat race.....and if there isn't, whether it is all worth it? Is it worth the sleepless nights? Is it worth the anxiety that brews inside?
It's easy to say commit it to God....but I am holding back my tears.
My friend's dad was admitted to ICU last weekend. Came out to the normal ward only to return to ICU yesterday. She has been in the midst of switching jobs over to EY as the pay is better. Mind you she has left audit due to the pressure but alas, money is of a great need. If not for the money, I don't think I will be putting up with the pressure and the whole rat race thing.
Sometimes I am afraid that I will lose myself. Yesterday evening just threw the suggestion to my dad about me considering slowing down if I made it to Assistant Manager end of the year. Believe me, you would tear if you were in my shoes. Told me I should not even think of slowing down until I am 35 years old.
My colleague was telling me today that she has never pak tor before cos during her uni days her dad did not allow it. And when she came out to work, she was busy with work. Every night (including Sundays) she is at office. Sick but true. But the competition is really great. I am only praying to God that somehow He will grant me favor with my bosses so I need not work the crazy hours in order to make it to AM. And she mentioned that she is in audit because of her father.
I realise that we are more influenced by our parents more than we think.
My table is full of files and wondering whether there is an end to this. Currently having a slight fever and my nose is leaking. Wishing I could be on MC but alas, that is possible. Wondering whether there is an end to this rat race.....and if there isn't, whether it is all worth it? Is it worth the sleepless nights? Is it worth the anxiety that brews inside?
It's easy to say commit it to God....but I am holding back my tears.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Celebrating Life....
I spent the whole day in church for a "Kingdom Parables" seminar. Was feeling very restless and uncomfortable due to an airy tummy and was a tad bit worried whether I would last through the night.
Tonight we celebrated my Auntie Choo's 60th birthday. She is the 3rd child from my mum's family. The hallmark of her life is her steadfastness and her consistent love for the family. She has looked after many of my cousins, my grandmother and recently when my uncle's wife suffered from a stroke, she also took it upon herself to care for her. By the way, dude on the far left is my cousin Joel from JB. Currently studying SAM at Taylors.
One of persons I look forward to seeing every time I meet up with mum's side of the family (which is rather frequent ie once a week) is my youngest cousin, Janelle (Jan, for short). Here is a picture of Jan, Jonathan (her brother) and me. Does Jonathan have the Harry Potter specs? Anyway, they're both adorable. Actually Jan was wearing a nice dress but she puked twice on it before she arrived hence the pyjamas looking baju =P
On the way home, I received an sms from Jess asking me if I could steal one thing from her, what would it be? Told her it would be her big eyes and she replied that if she had to steal something from me, it would be my smile.
Tonight we celebrated my Auntie Choo's 60th birthday. She is the 3rd child from my mum's family. The hallmark of her life is her steadfastness and her consistent love for the family. She has looked after many of my cousins, my grandmother and recently when my uncle's wife suffered from a stroke, she also took it upon herself to care for her. By the way, dude on the far left is my cousin Joel from JB. Currently studying SAM at Taylors.
One of persons I look forward to seeing every time I meet up with mum's side of the family (which is rather frequent ie once a week) is my youngest cousin, Janelle (Jan, for short). Here is a picture of Jan, Jonathan (her brother) and me. Does Jonathan have the Harry Potter specs? Anyway, they're both adorable. Actually Jan was wearing a nice dress but she puked twice on it before she arrived hence the pyjamas looking baju =P
On the way home, I received an sms from Jess asking me if I could steal one thing from her, what would it be? Told her it would be her big eyes and she replied that if she had to steal something from me, it would be my smile.
Came home and suddenly sis asked me to teman her to makan ice kacang with Jus and his siblings. I quickly called my manja boy and tada we were on our way. I sat down for less than half an hour before Meng Hong and I left.
The day was draggy. It only got better during 365. Oh forgot to mention that 365 was really inspiring today. God really spoke to me throughout. It just confirmed many things of what Meng Hong and I had discussed. Guess I am no different from others. I am still learning and growing. One of the things I have always seen in my life is His faithfulness. That as I trust Him and give Him my best, He will protect and provide for me. And for that, I am glad He is my Father.
Goodnight to the world. May you sleep tight and have sweet dreams knowing He loves you.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Year 2007
It's almost going to be mid-jan. I have always been a reflective sort of person so have been taking stock of my life in 2007 thus far.
Family
In the last 2 months of 2006 and the recent 2 weeks, we have spent alot of time together as a family. I saw another side of my parents, especially my dad. His openness and generosity to Meng Hong, Meng Chern and Justin really touched my heart. If everything else in the world goes wrong, at least I know I have a great family who loves me alot.
Love
Meng Hong asked me to be his gf on 26.12.06. It has been a winding road but I am glad we are where we are today. Blur me didn't realise he had been calling/ chatting/ sms'ing me the last one year. Happy that God in His own time and wisdom allowed this friendship to grow. I was just told by one of my colleagues that I am on cloud 9 and I am glowing all over. What can I say? It's great to be in love. Of course, we have our own set of challenges but seriously, we've prayed to God asking for His guidance and protection to live our lives together for Him so just wishing and hoping for the best. And I guess at the end of the day, irregardless of how things end, he is still one of my good friends and rather risk my heart with a good friend than a complete stranger.
Friends
It's a time of transition. Being in EY has allowed me to meet new friends, potential good friends. However, to be honest at present my heart is very much with my old buddies in PwC. But from my experience of moving from Deloitte to PwC, friendship is fragile however with much care, it can still be maintained. So looking forward to many good years of good friendships, both new and old.
Work
EY's work culture and style is way different from PwC. Like in most situations, there are the pros and cons. Just need time to adjust. Thank God, I have a great manager and a great team to work with. Peak is coming though or rather here dy so not quite looking forward to it. Prayed to God to speak to me about where He wants me to be. Want to be open.
365 Student Ministry
We have a target to grow to 3,000 pax. In line with that, strategies and programmes have been set into place and are still in the midst of being tweaked here and there. An excitement bubbles within me. Though there are instances when I feel overwhelmed but nothing compares to the anticipation of the many big and small miracles that are going to unfold in the years ahead. Full steam ahead, man!!!!
I didn't make any new year's resolutions as I did in the prior year. Just whispered a prayer to God to continue to build me and teach me His ways. To grow up to be the woman He destined me to be. To grant me grace to be a good testimony to those around me. To know Him better.
Into Your hands I commit year 2007.
Family
In the last 2 months of 2006 and the recent 2 weeks, we have spent alot of time together as a family. I saw another side of my parents, especially my dad. His openness and generosity to Meng Hong, Meng Chern and Justin really touched my heart. If everything else in the world goes wrong, at least I know I have a great family who loves me alot.
Love
Meng Hong asked me to be his gf on 26.12.06. It has been a winding road but I am glad we are where we are today. Blur me didn't realise he had been calling/ chatting/ sms'ing me the last one year. Happy that God in His own time and wisdom allowed this friendship to grow. I was just told by one of my colleagues that I am on cloud 9 and I am glowing all over. What can I say? It's great to be in love. Of course, we have our own set of challenges but seriously, we've prayed to God asking for His guidance and protection to live our lives together for Him so just wishing and hoping for the best. And I guess at the end of the day, irregardless of how things end, he is still one of my good friends and rather risk my heart with a good friend than a complete stranger. Friends
It's a time of transition. Being in EY has allowed me to meet new friends, potential good friends. However, to be honest at present my heart is very much with my old buddies in PwC. But from my experience of moving from Deloitte to PwC, friendship is fragile however with much care, it can still be maintained. So looking forward to many good years of good friendships, both new and old.
Work
EY's work culture and style is way different from PwC. Like in most situations, there are the pros and cons. Just need time to adjust. Thank God, I have a great manager and a great team to work with. Peak is coming though or rather here dy so not quite looking forward to it. Prayed to God to speak to me about where He wants me to be. Want to be open.
365 Student Ministry
We have a target to grow to 3,000 pax. In line with that, strategies and programmes have been set into place and are still in the midst of being tweaked here and there. An excitement bubbles within me. Though there are instances when I feel overwhelmed but nothing compares to the anticipation of the many big and small miracles that are going to unfold in the years ahead. Full steam ahead, man!!!!
I didn't make any new year's resolutions as I did in the prior year. Just whispered a prayer to God to continue to build me and teach me His ways. To grow up to be the woman He destined me to be. To grant me grace to be a good testimony to those around me. To know Him better.
Into Your hands I commit year 2007.
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